fucking assholes

Okay seriously, I couldn't think of a better thing to rant on considering my really pissed off mood right now, but something needs to be said.

I absolutely hate bashing, especially on people who don't deserve it. Even if you "think" they deserve it. No one deserves to have their feelings toyed with, fucked up, ruined and destroyed by utterly painful and hurting comments.

Screw Karma, I'm forgiving, even if people happen to do shit over and over again, but still, no one deserves punishment from others, punishment should just happen in an odd way. Not from someone else's decision.

People picking on Foxhound should stop now, or I might just lose it. It's not a threat but I don't know if I'll be ever able to think of the furry community as a friendly one after shit like this. All I can think of is how I feel like I'm walking on broken glass, having to be careful of what I say, or GOD HELP ME, I get flamed by people in this community. It's fucking ridiculous.

And considering I have a friend named Derryk who's exactly like Vorn, maybe worse in different area's. I never wished for him to be punished only helped, and then a bunch of us got together and decided it was time that he learn better, And guess what? Caring got us somewhere, and he's a better person, not all... ick. But come on, you know what hate does? it only spreads more fucking hate.

Give a shit someone seriously, or I will truly abandon my very tiny hope for humanity. And just say fuck it all, and well Idk, live in the abscure recesses of the planet, alone and happy because I won't see a sight of malice.

But yeah. There's my fucking rant.



Okay seriously? Am i wrong to give a shit about people? Even if I barely know them? Because lately from what I'm seeing, it's not the "right" thing to do. And this is just fucked up, man seriously fucked up.

I'm sick of seeing people thinking that its okay to be mean, that its "normal" to pick on someone. I spent half of my life wondering why people could be so cruel to me, why no one stood up for me and why i always was alone in that area. For goodness sakes, at times it seemed like i was the only one with balls enough to make a stand, but my words would never come out smart enough dor the otehr person to go into shock or stop, no it would only antagonize them more on me. Is it really that pleasing watching someone squirm in despair, in absolute misery? I really don't think it is, and if you think it is than you're the sick fuck and YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM!

There is absolutely no justification in hurting someones feelings, in tearing them apart, fucking karma or not. People learn their lessons differently, and it takes different amounts of times for lessons to be learned. Everyone is different, so dont force yourself and your ideals on some one else because YOU think its "right"

Agh fuck it...

Ex's and the matter there with one of them

I'm sick and tired of them. Especially one particularly abusive one. He's abusive and he doesn't even know it. Or rather he prolly does and doesn't give a fuck. Jesus fucking christ. And the bastard won over my mother too back in the day, so she doesn't believe me when i told her he was abusive. Abuse, means any kind. Emotional or verbal or physical. Just because it wasn't physical abuse doesn't mean it isn't abuse.

He's always thinking: I've been a good boy (which is bull shit) and I don't deserve it when chicks leave me for other girls. Well technically in my eyes, your paying your karma debt off, for all the shit you put on me and the others. I just was dumped because you didn't like my teasing and flirty nature, even though I would have been the one to stay. Sadly, I know.

But still. Get the fucking stick out of your ass and be nice for once. And then maybe some chick won't leave you. But maybe it can't be done because of your hate to the world and your eyes are only on yourself. You're so god damned blind.

OH. AND I'M NOT A FUCKING SLUT! AND STOP CALLING ME THAT!

I'm really sick of this bullshit, and you say I've changed, and damned right I have. And ultimately for the fucking better. I'm not coming back to you, and it's stupid even talking to you, because of that shit covered stick up your ass.

Get a clue david.

8th World Wonder

Okay so I'm officially really lazy. It's been several months since I last blogged. Ugh, I'm beat, it's the end of January, and I'm not employed, in school or whatever. I'm really lethargic as of late and a lot of things have been on my mind. Things like, Elliott, my best friend's betrayal to me, finding a job, and getting my life back in order. Although Elliott and the whole stupid betrayal/whatever-it-really-is thing have taken top priority. They really shouldn't be, I mean, I really should find a job, otherwise how am I going to pay for the dress i have to find for Elliott's prom?

Oi, oi, I haven't slept yet at all tonight, or rather now it's morning. And I'm so out of schedule, in a funk, call it whatever you want to, I'm experiencing it.

Here's the song in the title. Can't stop thinking about Elliott. Like ever...