8th World Wonder

Okay so I'm officially really lazy. It's been several months since I last blogged. Ugh, I'm beat, it's the end of January, and I'm not employed, in school or whatever. I'm really lethargic as of late and a lot of things have been on my mind. Things like, Elliott, my best friend's betrayal to me, finding a job, and getting my life back in order. Although Elliott and the whole stupid betrayal/whatever-it-really-is thing have taken top priority. They really shouldn't be, I mean, I really should find a job, otherwise how am I going to pay for the dress i have to find for Elliott's prom?

Oi, oi, I haven't slept yet at all tonight, or rather now it's morning. And I'm so out of schedule, in a funk, call it whatever you want to, I'm experiencing it.

Here's the song in the title. Can't stop thinking about Elliott. Like ever...

Untouched

I have to say, that recently I have been in the best mood that I have been in in a long ass time. To be more specific, it's been a couple of years since I've been able to stare at myself in the mirror and not want to puke from what i saw reflected there. It's most likely all thanks to a single person. I haven't met him, but still... I know call me a fool, but he's only three hours away from me. He says a lot of things that make me smile, but let alone it all started just because i was intrigued by his character. The man's vocabulary beats mine with no problems, and makes other men look like beastly arrogant assholes. To say the least, he's got to be the most chivalrous man I have ever spoken with, mingled with, or met. And to be frank, I couldn't ask more any more. 

After all, they call me a princess, but he's the only one who actually makes me feel like one. And SUGOI! It's fantastic. I wonder right now if I'm jinxing our relationship by squealing about it in a blog... Maybe... Maybe not. I better not be, because like I stated before... I haven't felt like this in a long time. Long time, meaning, since him.